[	Mood	|	Tired.	]
[	Music	|	True to me - Metro station.	]

Somewhere in me, there is strength.

I nearly burnt my own hair hohoho. Woke up to meet G today, I met her at her place. Last minute plans changed so ended up having lunch w her parents first! Then they dropped us at Tampines1 and we had the time of our lives! Hahaha, butch secret ;) Met S at skatepark and 'cuz stupid me forgot to bring my deck out so I was sitting while they skated. Called Gap girl 'cuz I was bored and met her for less than 5 minutes at Cine which is fucking pathetic.

On the way to Cine ALONE, Wi called and said she was on her way to Cine too :) So I met Wi, Amelia, Scarlet and Yilin for awhile. So while I was w them, I saw Gap girl and C! After which, Wi and company followed me back to skatepark so sit and everyth. Then they left, after awhile it started raining so me Bo, S and G left and headed to Cine. Ok, I v lazy to type now. Baiiiiiii

"It's impossible to forget her, I was w her for so long, I've known her for so long. It's like asking me to rip a part of my heart out and throw it away" The words of a fool.

[	Mood	|	Shagged.	]
[	Music	|	Trouble sleeping - The perishers.	]

Let's all give up what we love 'cuz only then we'll be happy right?

Please sense the sarcasm. But yes, I must not cave in, I must be strong, I musn't be gay (Like how Wi thinks I am) Haha, ok talk about Wi fucking anti-climax! Ok no luh just kidding :) Wi was doing ballet in the canteen after school, swear! Let the mindfucking begin, please. Yay, Val toh might be coming over monday w an I.O.U hug hahahaha ok.

Bo and BabyG came over, attempted to cook but failed 'cuz the cheese was being a bitch. They robbed my house of my quail eggs ok but it's ok, I still love 'em. Meeting G at 11.30 tmr, so early please. I.must.not.be.late. Talking to Jana about primary school days, if I had a time machine, I'd go back then, when I was actually happy, carefree and innocent, we didn't have to give a fuck bout nth, back then when I was tgt w BabyG HAHAHA FUCKING ANTI-CLIMAX ok bye, my msn is flooding my life so happening siolllllll ;)

[	Mood	|	Unappreciated.	]
[	Music	|	Let me love you - Mario (Ol' skool yawwwww)	]

I know you didn't drag me out here to drown.

F&N practical was hell. Imagine this, practical being 2hrs happy happy go home after but ended up dragging for 7 fucking hours 'cuz your teacher's a fat whore. Kiko must be glad she gave it a miss. Shucks, my legs hurt. Worse part is, went skating after standing for 7 hrs. Fuck it. So met BabyG and Bo at Bishan, so convenient for me 'cuz I'm the Queen :) Skated for less than half an hour and G had to leave, sobz :( But me and Bo talked alot and I realised we're more alike than I ever thought, not just the looks though HAHAHA.

People have been asking me and Bo if we're like Sister's or smth. I think the people around you should stop taking you for granted, people should realise what's good infront of them and cherish what they have, right Bo? Only you'll get it ;) Felt good talking to her. She can understand 'cuz we're somewhat in the same situation and Wii ofc, fucking dope ok she but she's nice to talk to :) My legs ache, carry me and break your back please? Ok stop mindfucking me, so much for caring.

So why am I ten feet under, and upside down?

[	Mood	|	Confused.	]
[	Music	|	Telly welly yall.	]

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up.

Ok, I watched Blades of Glory like twice today. The show is fucking funny, swear. Anyway am suppose to be doing F&N again but like I'm getting really distracted. Today's a lazy day, stayed in all day till 7 at night. Went to Chinatown to slack and everything. Was w Lukman, Ira, Nina, Janah, James and some guy whose name I can't rmb. I'm v bad w names luh ok, not my fault.

Steamboat was superrrrrrr filling ttm, nearly died after we were done. Nina's reaction was like fucking funny, 'cuz she's Korean and all and she went like 'awwww?' when she found out smth funny, damn cute ok. Anyway think I'm gna meet BabyG in da morning 'cuz we're hxc sk8ters for lyf hahaha. Suddenly I feel so insulted, I am so cute ok HAHAHA ok, my joke only I will know about it. Peace yallllllll, you're so hot ok baiiiiiiiiiii ;) Suddenly I feel so sad but aiya heck ok? I shall be happy 'cuz I deserve to.

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.

[	Mood	|	Tired.	]
[	Music	|	David cook - Come back to me.	]

I felt it was smth special.

Am suppose to be doing my decision making for F&N but I'm so darn distracted. Can someone lighten my work load by helping me find 2 more recipes on foods w high amounts of calcium please? I slept for less than 2 hours yesterday 'cuz everyone was being really mean to me :( The bus ride home was like a trip down memory lane and I loved every minute of it. As I watched you, I had this warm feeling inside of me, like I was whole again, it felt right to be w you.

Go on, tell me your heart's w me.

[	Mood	|	Sad.	]
[	Music	|	Battlefield - Jordin Sparks	]

Either way, I'm gna lose you.

Can life be anymore unfair? I will never be given the chance to, you won't even let me try. I'm at BabyG's house and we're like some sk8 mafia ok. G just spray painted the nose of my board gold ok. Alright, life's a beach but I thank God for G's fake ID hehehe baiiiiiiiiii bitches, don't annoy me kthxbaiiiiiiiiiiiii.

Can I have my life back? Can I take my heart out for the world to see?
 

[	Mood	|	Indescribable.	]
[	Music	|	Come back to me - David Cook.	]

Screwing up the best thing
ever, is smth you'll regret forever.

So I was online and I was talking to - and it's like I realised, how easily it is to lose the one you love. Your time's up chump, it's my time to shine. That is, only if you let me. Marina then town maybe, can't wait to see Bologne! She's the cutest :) I miss you, I hope you're ok. I must announce to the world 'cuz I've got nth to hide :) I've got killer cough. Sulip got unlimited text and I'm her chosen few whooohooo! HAHAHA ok baiiii baiiiiiii :)

I wonder...

[	Mood	|	Crappy.	]
[	Music	|	The scientist - Coldplay	]

I need the rest.

Ok, so I'm ill now. All thanks to the late nights and everyth. I miss you.

[	Mood	|	Thirsty.	]
[	Music	|	Paranoid - Jonas Brothers.	]

Certain things, I musn't say.

Slept at 7 plus a.m. and woke up at 12 plus? HAHAHA I watched the sunrise and it was amazing. Ok, so today was spent w Jessica then Baby, Gerald, abit of Shamin, Joanne, Shane then Sam and Marcella. I somewhat feel tired but I can't sleep. 4 hours of L4D for only 5 dollarz Baybeh, I heart ladies night :)

Ok, Queer as folk here I come. I'm becoming gay-er by the second. Fucking ho.
 

[	Mood	|	Tired,	]
[	Music	|	I hate this part - Fucking hot pussycat dolls.	]

I am sleepy x94324324

But I must stay awake, I must I must I must 'cuz of reasons only I will know hehehe, but yeah, I'll feel damn shit if in the end, I don't get to.....Ok I shall be a faggot now update when I don't feel like a slug, though I doubt anybody reads my Lj hehehehehhe, I tired ok bye I meez L4D I wna see B nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :(

[	Mood	|	Sad.	]
[	Music	|	Collide - Dishwalla	]

What am I?

No nothing. Everyth's fucking screwed, where do I go from here. Cb, why did Ping have to go home? You.lead.your.life.

[	Mood	|	Irritated.	]
[	Music	|	Everytime I close my eyes - Babyface	]

Whooo~ I'm meeting Gailey at 5 today :)

I'm asking her to help me finish abit of my fisheye so I'll be one step closer to developing it :) I woke up late today, saw that James wasn't home so I took the opportunity to steal his lappy since my comp's down. I feel fucking gay 'cuz my hair is like fucking cb long and I'm using a headband to push the bush back, wtf ok. Gay boy for life.

Anyway, Jessica yeo is damn mean to me. But I cannot rmb why, just know that she is. The lappy is pissing me off. Bye.